I ate too much candy and this week has been far too long. I’m upset with current writing so I don’t know.
Beads: Second Part (continued)
Sean sat in a vacant parking lot, kicking around his dreams. Why does he have to fall the hardest. Why does the world weigh on him. Why is he trapped.
“Is it because I’m not real?” Sean said to the emptiness around him.
“I have thoughts. I have blood. I have everything but freedom.” Sean said to himself freely.
Sean stood up and started slowly walking around the edge of the vacant parking lot. Taking his time to consider the situation he has been forced into.
“I could just leave again” said Sean.
“But I would miss you.” said the insignificant fly.
“I AM NOT A FLY” said the voice in his head.
“AND I AM NOT THE-”
“It’s nice to know it works both ways now.” he said while turning the page and completely rewriting his future.
I wanted to add an epic after that but I hit like a life wall (life wall: a wall made out of life). And I started the first small intro and just died and shit. So now it just sits on my Ipod unfinished.
With that being said.
Everything lasts forever.
But we can’t see that far ahead.
And the faint glimmer of earth will shine bright a million light years away long after we’re gone.
I want to lay down and roll away from every single problem I have.
Or just lay on the ground and close my eyes.
Do you see the stars like I do when you close your eyes?
The absent of light is just a void in my heart.
And without the night sky is just another dark place for me.
(wow that was so cliche it hurt).
Going to let this drift away and end. I don’t know where what is how. Or who is I. Sometimes the day is now. And random words do a dance. Creating nothing from my head. Turning meaningless words into every little thought I’ve ever had.
(And they all lead right back to you)