Sorry I haven’t been writing as much as I used to. Work is getting hectic (I work retail) and my family is going crazy again (just in time for the holidays). I don’t know. I feel like all my spare time is spent distracting myself long enough to be busy again. To put it all shortly:
-I somehow made friends with the people I work with.
-I now have a best friend and she’s pregnant (best part: its not mine).
-My nephews basketball season has started and I’ve somehow not missed a single game so far.
-And I kind of sort of have a crush on this cashier I work with and wow I’m crazy.
-I really need to give Brian some money for the server again.
-Basketball is happening all over the world right now!
I never knew having friends felt this good. Its like family but they don’t all hate you for existing in relation to them. I love my family, I love my friends, I love myself I guess.
I miss writing.
I want to write boring stuff no one cares about.
I want to write about a cute girl who eats frosting from the tube and sings along to Mike Posner songs.
I want to write about coffee and snow (I hate coffee tho).
I want to write about people in charge being good people somehow.
I want to write about Christmas.
God, for the first time in my life I think I want to be happy.
I don’t know why.
But for the time being I’m just going to roll with all of this and see what happens in my life.